hmm, no specific thoughts, just a general desire to do something
constructive and also to keep this beast alive.  beast being the journal.
and not myself.  I'm not _that_ fat yet.

saw Emo Philips do standup last night.  it was hilarious.  he's a
really unique guy, I liked his act and his style a lot.  I was surprised
at how raunchy some of it was, but apparently that's the norm with standup
comedy.  

sarah's gone now.  sad.  only for a month, though.  still, that's a month
of no close companionship and no sex.  


gak.  I keep getting into the mentality of this being something that I'm
putting up for other people.  this started and continues to be for my
benefit and amusement.  must not forget that.  

speaking of forgetting, I've forgotten what I was going to write about