I really have been cold and unfeeling recently. This has to be a reaction

to something.  Probably fear of getting close to someone due to getting

close and getting hurt in the past.  But my (sy/e)mpathy meter is at a

steady zero, like a car with a broken speedometer.  I did feel a lot

better today, though, once I woke up.  Gotta stop sleeping so much.  I

start work tuesday June 1!  Same day Blink's "Enema of the State" album

comes out.  Double yay =)  So I refound happyMe for several hours today.

It really is so linked to sleep . . . I just need the willpower to get

past that "don't want to get out of bed" thing in the morning.  



i think i can,

i think i can