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saturday 20 november 1999

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Once again, spurred by the length of time since the last update.  Last
night was an unexpected pleasantry; some of the boys from the office were
going to see Rage in concert, and they had an extra ticket, so I got to
go.  Excellent show, good fun, lots of moshing.  I think perhaps I was
looking for something equally exciting tonight, because I've been restless
as hell.  
I ended up driving around aimlessly . . . again.  I think I did it last
weekend as well, either that or the one before; all over the bay area, or
at least my favourite haunts.  Dropped by on Benjie briefly, but he was
busy with his own thang.  Drove around a bit more, got bored and decided
to go to a strip club.  Partially, I think, because I've been so amazingly
horny these days.  I'm not at all sure why.  Perhaps partially lonliness?
I don't know if those two things are necessarily connected or not.  It was
interesting - especially when one of the girls stripped to Garbage's "The
Trick Is To Keep Breathing."  I love that song, so that was a bit bizzare.
Back here at work now, where I left nearly five hours ago.  Stopped by . .
. I'm not entirely sure why.  Perhaps to pen this, though I could have
done that from home.  Not the company, because everyone is doing their own
thing, and I didn't even know that people would be here.  Maybe just to
keep breathing, instead of slipping into unconsciousness.  
I think I've about had enough of this, though, so I'm going to drive
towards my bed.