The past couple days, I've been thinking a lot of past girlfriends still in town - even starting to 

believe that I wanted to see them again, that I still had love for them that I'd abandoned.  Went to visit

Susan, looked at Theresa's webpage.  Partway through the night, I realized that all I was doing was 

searching for companionship in any form I could - companionship to remind me of the companion

that is no longer by my side.  It ended up well, I think, because I discovered exactly what and

who I want - only problem is, she lives [brief trip to the 'net] 5500ish miles away.  



bugger that for a lark.